I woke up from a phonecall at around 7,
saying that weiqi went to heaven to be with daddy God already.
She will be happy there,
and she'll be one of Jesus choir angels,
no more tears, no more pain,
no more troubles and worries from the mortal world,
I should be glad,
that somebody whom I know all my life,
has found real happiness.
I should be proud of her,
she fought really hard last night,
she did something that the doctor thought was impossible,
Weiwei, you are a real fighter,
I'm sure you'll get to knit a lot of things in heaven,
I have so many things to say to you.
I shouldn't cry,
weiqi doon't want us to cry,
she was so strong, I should be too.
Sailing wasn't really good,
I think my topper was rigged up properly,
oh well, I don't really like my assistant coach,
otehr people finds him okay,
but I think I'm biased against him or something,
oh well, he loves to tease me and he is so full of himself.
Church tomorrow,
I feel so sick of everything,
sick of the tears and pain that life brings,
I want to go scream at the sea,
I got reminded of my ah ma,
this the second time I lost somebody I love,
and this time at an older age,
the understanding of it all.
It brought back the details of my ah ma,
and how much I missed her.
I have so many things to say to weiwei and ah ma.
God's in control.
